transparency;
not here for you to mock at.
idiot.
though i dont say anything,
it doesnt mean i dunno whats gg on.

i'm physically tired.
ran only like ten times of up/down the hill
and i already feel like sleeping.
how to run xcountry?
and ran 2.4 on tuesday.
my timing is 14.37min.
its slower that last year's.
argh.
or perhaps its cus we had massrun before that.
sigh.
really scared that i'd get last,
or even cant complete the race?

...

nvm.
got my number tag today.
i shall try to run the fastest i can,
though it might be slower that others,
but i'd still try.

you got me so happy ytd,
no more roaming thoughts.
if only that would last.